So Impossible

So she says"Everyone’s going to the party,won’t you come if I comewith a friend for your friend?I’d be so pleased to see youout of the classroom wearing the smile that I’ll bring you.I was hoping to learn a few things like..Do you do you like dishing the dirton the whole […]

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Anyone, Anyone

I’m not sure of anyone, anyoneBut I’ve got plansI’m not asking for everything but sure I could use a hand Get a little anxiousSometimes you’ll be gone and I’ll be left behindGet a little nervousSometimes it’ll remind you and I’ll forget my lineGet a little lost lookAnd some staring from […]

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Remember To Breathe

She fixes her lips theyAlways look perfectnever a smudged linenever too muchI try on my blue shirtshe told me she liked itshe wonders where I wentshe knows knows just what she’ll wearshe always wears blueSome sneakers or flip flopsI’m starting to panicremember she asked youremember to breatheand the memory fadeswe’ll […]

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Standard Lines

Which of the bold faced lies will we use? I hope that you’re happy, you really deserve it, this will be the best for us both in the end. But your taste still lingers on my lips like I just placed them upon yours and I starve for you. But […]

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For You To Notice…

I’m starting to fashion an idea in my headwhere I would impress youwith every single word I said.Would come out insightful or brave or smooth or charmingand you’d want to call meAnd I would be there every timeyou’d need meI’d be there every time…But for now I’ll look so longinglywaiting…For […]

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Saints And Sailors

This is where I say I’ve had enough and no one should ever feel the way that I feel now. A walking open wound, a trophy display of bruises and I don’t believe that I’m getting any better. Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring and I’m thinking awful […]

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Living In Your Letters

I’m always assuming the worst,but you’re going on none the less& there’s nothing to cusion your heart led fall.Letters from further awaykeep pulling me close to home.And there’s something to cushion my callous sighs.And I know that you hope for longer good-byesembracing for foreverand falling in your eyes. Pouring over […]

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Ender Will Save Us All

It’s just like you to contestyou wear it like a label on your breastdon’t you see what this takes of me?A certain callousness complieswith your charm & in your pridea hopeful look draped in despise. I want to give youwhatever you need.What is it you need?Is it what I need?I […]

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For Justin

It’s been a year now, since you were here nowAnd I’ve been trying to heal insideDedications have all been placedAnd I see your resemblance in my faceAnd on our birthday I said an extra wish for you, for you And I have learned so much since you’ve been goneAnd I […]

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Screaming Infidelities

I’m missing your bed I never sleep Avoiding the spots where we’d have to speak, And this bottle of beast Is taking me home I’m cuddling close To blankets and sheets But you’re not alone, and you’re not discreet Make sure I know who’s taking you home. I’m reading your […]

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