Blotter

I only wanted, only wanted just to touch youI couldn’t bear it, couldn’t bear it if you leaveIt doesn’t matter, doesn’t matter if I scare youI only wanted, only wanted someone else’s skinTo feel you thereTouch my faceKeep me wholeHelp me see—— my lifeGive me your lifeI didn’t wanna, didn’t […]

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Bother

Wish I was too dead to cryMy self-affliction fadesStones to throw at my creatorMasochists to which I caterYou don’t need to bother;I don’t need to be I’ll keep slipping fartherBut once I hold on,I won’t let go ’til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to careIf indeed I cared […]

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Idle Hands

Stuck to the dog, pissin’ out both ends I got a hundred lethal weapons that I call my friends Ain’t a person on Earth who could take my life I wish they would so a man could get some sleep at nightBut my design is a mixture of descent and […]

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Monolith

Is this wrong of me? I’ve come so far, so fastI’m in the dark about a lot of thingsSeems so real – TO ME!I’VE CONSECRATED!I WISH THAT I COULD HATE ITI SAW MY BLOODY HANDS COME CLEAN… BEFORE MY EYES!And I hear my wants and needs again, can you help […]

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Take A Number

Never even knewwhat you meant to conveyYou handed us a retrospect’til you didn’t have a thing to sayNo one questions youEven someone set out to doNow it’snothing…but dead and goneLET’S GO Better with a liethan the world’s ever seen You wanted all the recognitionuntil you lost the meansNo one talks […]

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Omega

What a skeletal wreck of man this is.Translucent flesh and feeble bones,the kind of temple where the whores and villains try to tempt the holistic domes.Running rampid with free thought to free form, and the free and clear.When the matters at hand are shelled out like lint at alaundry mat […]

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Blue Study

Somewhere between my tongue and cheekI can feel the hands on mePulls me in so we are face to faceI don’t wanna see it…I don’t wanna seeHold my head up, can’t avert my eyesSpots and rats on me, I don’t wanna seeClaw the ground up, get me out of thisNever […]

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Inhale

Come one and all and see the broken man, talking to himselfHe sits and waits for something better, he’ll never find it hereThe people touch his hair and pinch his cheek; he can’t even feel itThere it goes again, he’s listening to someoneHe hears the bitter laughterAnd all he wants […]

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Choose

HEAR ME!!Remember all the times you bent our truth and crossed our lines?All things considered, it was just our normal way of lifeBut somewhere in the middle, we got caught and dragged awaySo my tribunal brings us here so I can fall today All – you want is soullessAll – […]

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Cold Reader

I… can only hurt your caseIt’s written on your faceYou always come to meI won’t be used, but…I – can’t fight you anymoreI know I’ll open up the door, oh… NO! I WON’T! I CAN’T! NOT ANYMORE!ONE MORE TIME AND I THINK I’LL FUCKING DIE!WHY? DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO […]

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Get Inside

Seed, gotta let it grow, why ya gotta watch when I let it feed?Better look into the mirror for the face you hide away, everydayBut I don’t give a fuck; I let it roll – I smoke the old Gotta run, gotta rend, gotta maim, gotta make it through another […]

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Orchids

You hold me inside your irislike a terminal stain on lifeYou condescend to my primal brainand twist me around like a knifeCan’t begin to explainThe feelings I have restrainedDon’t ask me how I amBecause you’re too busy planning your epitaphLet me tell you DON’T – try to be the ONE […]

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