Forty-Six & 2

My shadow’sShedding skin andI’ve been pickingScabs again.I’m downDigging throughMy old musclesLooking for a clue. I’ve been crawling on my bellyClearing out what could’ve been.I’ve been wallowing in my own confusedAnd insecure delusionsFor a piece to cross me overOr a word to guide me in.I wanna feel the changes coming down.I […]

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nema

Some say the end is near.Some say we’ll see armageddon soon.I certainly hope we will.I sure could use a vacation from this Bullshit three ring circus sideshow ofFreaks Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LAThe only way to fix it is to flush it all away.Any fucking time. […]

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Stinkfist

Something has to change. Un-deniable dilemma. Boredom’s not a burdenAnyone should bear. Constant over stimulation numbs me Just, not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I said, I don’t want it. I just need it. To breathe, to feel, to know I’m alive. Finger deep within the borderline. […]

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Die Eier Von Satan

Eine halbe Tasse StaubzuckerEin Viertel Teelöffel SalzEine Messerspitze türkisches HaschischEin halbes Pfund ButterEin Teelöffel VanillenzuckerEin halbes Pfund MehlEinhundertfünfzig Gramm gemahlene NüsseEin wenig echter Staubzucker… und keine Eier In eine Schüssel gebenButter einrührenGemahlene Nüsse zugeben undDen Teig verkneten Augenballgroße Stücke vom Teig formenI’m Staubzucker wälzen undSagt die ZauberwörterSimsalbimbamba Saladu Saladim Auf […]

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Pushit

I will choke until I swallow…Choke this infant here before me.What is this but my reflection?Who am I to judge and strike you down? But you’rePushing and shoving me.You still love me and you pushit on me. Rest your trigger on my finger,bang my head upon the fault line.Take care […]

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Hooker With A Penis

I met a boy wearing Vans, 501s, and aDope Beastie t, nipple rings, andNew tattoos that claimed that heWas OGT,From ’92,The first EP. And in betweenSips of CokeHe told me thatHe thoughtWe were sellin’ out,Layin’ down,Suckin’ upTo the man. Well now I’ve got someA-dvice for you, little buddy.Before you point […]

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Message To Harry Manback

[words in brackets unclear] Figlio di puttana, sai che tu sei un pezzo di merda? (1) Hm? You think you’re cool, right? Hm? Hm?When you kicked out people [out of] your house I tell you this, one of three Americans die of cancer, you know? Asshole. You’re gonna be one […]

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Eulogy

He had alot to say.He had alot of nothing to say.We’ll miss him. (2x)We’re gonna miss him (2x) So long.We wish you well.You told us how you weren’t afraid to die.Well then, so long.Don’t cry.Or feel too down.Not all martyrs see divinity.But at least you tried. Standing above the crowd,He […]

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Jimmy

What was it like to seeThe face of your own stabilitySuddenly look awayLeaving you with the dead and hopeless? Eleven and she was gone.Eleven is when we waved good-bye.Eleven is standing still, Waiting for me to free himBy coming home. Moving me with a sound.Opening me within a gesture.Drawing me […]

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H.

It’s coming through is alive.What’s holding up is a mirror.But what’s singing songs is a snakeLooking to turn this piss to wine. They’re both totally void of hate,But killing me just the same. The snake behind me hissesWhat my damage could have been.My blood before me begs meOpen up my […]

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