That I Never Had

All these tears I cryDon’t you wonder whyIs it all a dreamNever what it seems Gets under my skinShould I let you inDon’t you think it’s badTo give me something that I never had Every word I sayEverytime I prayLook into my eyesDistant voices cryIs there light in meTell me […]

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Can You Hear Them?

So sick and tired of livingAnd so afraid to dieI’ve lived so many livesAnd still I wonder whyThe way the world perceives meIs not the way I amThe one half thinks I’m crazyThe other thinks I’m mad I spent a long long time alone in my roomI need your help […]

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Dreamer

Gazing through the window at the world outsideWondering will mother earth surviveHoping that mankind will stop abusing her sometime After all there’s only just the two of usAnd here we are still fighting for our livesWatching all of history repeat itselfTime after time I’m just a dreamerI dream my life […]

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No Easy Way Out

Looking to the mirrorFrom the other sideSeeing her reflectionAnd it blows my mindTrying to deny it But damage is doneI’ll just run as alwaysBut the race is run You’ve got to tell me it’s over nowI’m trapped inside of a dreamThe crushing weight on my shoulders nowIs bearing down and […]

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Gets Me Through

I’m not the kind of person you think I am I’m not the anti-christ or the iron manI have a vision that I just can’t controlI feel I’ve lost my spirit and sold my soulGot no control I try to entertain you the best I canI wish I’d started walking […]

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Black Illusion

You load the dice and paint the smile upon your faceWith fingers crossed you switch the perfume with the maceWhat kind of dreams to you enjoy inside your bedI’ll face the lies and shake the evil from your head Black IllusionIs all I ever seeBlack IllusionI bring you miseryoh yeahyeah […]

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Facing Hell

You make promise of protectionTo a future after lifeTo the final resurrection And to eternal paradise But then I’m blinded with temptationAnd to every mortal sinIs it God that sits there waiting?Or will the darkness suck me in Let’s wake up the deadOh yeahIt’s better that never you knowMore tears […]

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Junkie

You’re coming down badlyYou’re crippled insideA rat in your sewerYou’ve no place to hideA gut wrenching feverAddicted to deathYou don’t give a fuckIf it means your last breath You try so hard to quit But you’ll never admitYou’re the junkieThere’s no reasoning whyCause the mirror don’t lieYou’re the junkie You […]

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Running Out Of Time

Been around this world so many timesIf you could only see my mindI watch my secret heaven turn to hell Faith alone has guided meThe ghost of my own destinyI haven’t even got a soul to sell All the thing I put me throughI wouldn’t wish my hell on youYou’ll […]

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Alive

A child of a broken mindThe fear that I hide behindI hate rejectionIt’s the worstIt gravely hurts me Living inside my headI feel like the living deadI need your affectionIt’s the bestIt greatly helps me With my back against the wallTrying so hard not to fallI’m so tired of sleeping […]

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