Strength Beyond Strength

There is nothing. No education. No family life to open myArms to. You’d say that my job is today, yet gone tomorrow.I’ll be broke in a gutter.I know the opinion. A broken record. Fuck you and yourCollege dream. Fact is, we’re stronger than all.You’re working for perfect bodies, perfect minds […]

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Good Friends And A Bottle Of Pills

I fucked your girlfriend last night.While you snored and drooled, I fucked your love.She called me Daddy. And I called her baby when ISmacked her ass. I called her sugar when I ateHer alive till daylight. And I slept with her allOver me, from forehead to ribcage I dripper her […]

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Becoming

A long time ago I never knew myself. Then the memoryOf shame birthed its gift.No more. The small one, the weak one, the frightened one.Running from beatings, deflating. I’m becoming moreThan a man. More than you ever were. Driven and burningTo rise beyond Jesus.I’m born again with snakes eyesBecoming GodsizeI […]

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Shedding Skin

I don’t want you to look at me while I’m sheddingSkin. I can’t afford for you to see what’s inside me.I’d rather shoot myself than have you watch me. IFeel you’d steal my skin to try and wear me.I was betrayed, one more day of my short life. You wereCarried […]

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Hard Lines, Sunken Cheeks

As a child I was given the gift to entertain you.But through blood I inherited a life that could destroy you.I drink all day. I smoke all day. I’ve done it all but tapThe vein.These hard lines and sunken cheeks are text book reasonsAll these Christians come alive and try […]

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Slaughtered

One’s own Kingman, Christ person, Woman God.At battle with a mass astrengent. The bondThat blends the weak to the wise.It’s a safe assumption that you’d wantto save me now. But I’ll never face castration.For your sacred sow is left slaughtered.Brainwashed by me. Myself influence I. Bird brainedWorld saver. A fake […]

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5 Minutes Alone

I see you had your mind all made up you group ofPitiful liars. Before I woke to face the day, your masterPlan transpired. -Something told me- this job had more toMeet the eye. My song is not believed? My words some-What deceiving? Now I’m unwhole.You’ve waged a war of nervesBut […]

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I’m Broken

I wonder if we’ll smile in our coffins while loved onesMourn the day, the absence of our faces, living, laughing,Eyes awake. Is this too much for them to take?Too young for ones conclusion, the lifestyle won.Such values you taught your son. That’s how.Look at me now. I’m broken.Inherit my life.One […]

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Planet Caravan

We sail through endless skiesstars shine like eyesthe black night sighsThe moon in silver treesfalls down in tearslight of the nightThe earth, a purple blazeof sapphire hazein orbit always While down below the treesbathed in cool breezesilver starlight breaks down the nightAnd so we pass on by the crimson eyeof […]

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25 Years

I vent my frustration at you old man, afterYears your ears will hear..You screamed that youTried, but it’s words of a weakling and promises madeBy a drunken liar [fucking liar]. Now you pick up that splinteredChair, that was aiming for your head. A head that shouldHave been long ago kicked […]

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