Bottom

My compassion is broken now. My will is eroded, and my desire stolen and it makes me feel ugly. I’m on my knees and burning. My piss and moans are the fuel that set my head on fire. So smell my soul burning. I’m broken, looking up to see the […]

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Prison Sex

It took so long to remember just what happened. I was so young and vestal then, you know it hurt me, but I’m breathing so I guess I’m still alive even if signs seem to tell me otherwise. I’ve got my hands bound, my head down , my eyes closed, […]

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Intolerance

I don’t want to be hostile. I don’t want to be dismal. But I don’t want to rot in an apathetic existence either. See I want to believe you, and I want to trust and I want to have faith to put away the dagger. But you lie, cheat, and […]

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4 Degrees

Get up and free yourself from yourself. Locked up inside you, like the calm beneath castles, is a cavern of treasures that no one has been to. Let’s go digging. Bring it out to take you back in. You won’t do what you’d like to do. Lay back and let […]

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Flood

Here comes the water. All I knew and all I believed are crumbling images that no longer comfort me. I scramble to reach higher ground, some order and sanity, or something to comfort me. So I take what is mine,and hold what is mine, suffocate what is mine, and bury […]

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Swamp Song

My warning meant nothing. You’re dancing in quicksand. Why don’t you watch where you’re wandering? Why don’t you watch where you’re stumbling? You’re wading knee deep and going in. And you may never come back again. This bog is thick and easy to get lost in when you’re a stupid,dumb […]

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Crawl Away

You crawled away from me. Slipped away from me. I tried to keep a hold, but there was nothing I could say. You slid and crept away and there was nothing I could say. So what you’re trying to say is you don’t wanna play. But what you want and […]

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Disgustipaded

And the angel of the lord came unto me, snatching me up from my place of slumber. And took me on high, and higher still until we moved to the spaces betwixt the air itself. And he brought me into a vast farmlands of our own midwest. And as we […]

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Sober

There’s a shadow just behind me, shrouding every breath I take, making every promise empty, pointing every finger at me. Waiting like a stalking butler who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path called "must we" just before the son has come. Jesus, won’t you fucking whistle something but […]

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