By Myself

What do I do to ignore them behind me?Do I follow my instincts blindly?Do I hide my pride / from these bad dreamsAnd give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?Do I / sit here and try to stand it?Or do I / try to catch them red – handed?Do […]

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Forgotten

From the top to the bottomBottom to top I stopAt the core I’ve forgottenIn the middle of my thoughtsTaken far from my safetyThe picture is thereThe memory won’t escape meBut why should I careThere’s a place so dark you can’t see the end(Skies cock back) and shock that which can’t […]

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Papercut

Why does it feel like night today?Something in here’s not right today…Why am I so uptight today?Paranoia’s all I got leftI don’t know what stressed me firstOr how the pressure was fed / butI know just what it feels likeTo have a voice in the back of my headIt’s like […]

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One Step Closer

I cannot take this anymoreI’m saying everything I’ve said beforeAll these words they make no senseI find bliss in ignoranceLess I hear the less you’ll sayBut you’ll find that out anywayJust like before…Everything you say to meTakes me one step closer to the edgeAnd I’m about to breakI need a […]

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Runaway

Graffiti decorationsUnder a sky of dustA constant wave of tensionOn top of broken trustThe lessons that you taught meI learn were never trueNow I find myself in question(They point the finger at me again)Guilty by association(You point the finger at me again) I wanna run awayNever say goodbyeI wanna know […]

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Pushing Me Away

I’ve lied to you The same way that I always do This is the last smile That I’ll fake for the sake of being with you (Everything falls apart/Even the people who never frown/Eventually break down) The sacrifice of hiding in a lie (Everything has to end/You’ll soon find we’re […]

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Points Of Authority

Forfeit the game / Before somebody elseTakes you out of the frame / Puts your name to shameCover up your face / You can’t run the raceThe pace is too fast / You just won’t lastYou love the way I look at youWhile taking pleasure in the awful things you […]

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Crawling

Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing This lack of self control I fear is never ending Controlling, I can’t seem To find myself again My walls […]

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Carousel

she can’t hide no matter how hard she tries her secret disguised behind the lies and at night she crys away her pride with eyes shut tight staring at her inside all her friends know why she can’t sleep at night all her family asking is she alright all she […]

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In The End

[It starts with]One thing / I don’t know whyIt doesn’t even matter how hard you tryKeep that in mind / I designed this rhymeTo explain in due timeAll I knowtime is a valuable thingWatch it fly by as the pendulum swingsWatch it count down to the end of the dayThe […]

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A Place For My Head

I watch how theMoon sits in the sky / in the dark nightShining with the light from the sunThe sun doesn’t give / life to the moon to assumingThe moon’s going to owe it oneIt makes me think of how you act to me / You doFavors and then rapidly […]

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