Artificial Sweetener

Oh yes I’m guiltyFor leasing myself outNot ready to go up for saleCan’t seem to give it upStubborn, so selfish I’m showing off the worst in me The return of SaturnAssessing my life Second guessing… I’m full of artificial sweetenerMy heart’s been deceitfulIt’s all artificial sweetenerI’m faking I love you’s […]

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Bathwater

Oh yes I’m guiltyYou and your museum of loversThe precious collection you’ve housed in your coversMy simpleness threatened by my own admission And the bags are much too heavyIn my insecure conditionMy pregnant mind is fat full with envy again But I still love to wash in your old bathwaterLove […]

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Magic’s In The Makeup

Can you tell I’m faking it? But I want to be myselfA counterfeit dispositionCan’t be good for my healthSo many different faces Depending on the different phasesMy personality changes I’m a chameleonThere’s more than one dimensionI can fool you and attract attentionCamouflage my nature Let me demonstrate… Makeup’s all offWho […]

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Staring Problem

My eyes are so rootlessThey wander, I followI keep staring, I can’t stop it I know I shouldn’t But I can’t stop it Such a cute girlI’m so jealousI wish I looked exactly like herWhat’s it like to have that body?I’m gawking while I wonder S-T-A-R-I-N-GI can’t stop staringS-T-A-R-I-N-GI can’t […]

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Big Distraction

Your my concentration,everything else is a bore.I’ve got myself snagged on you,no self control…Now all that I wanna do,sleep in the shadow of youfor the rest of my life. Now I can chisel,chisel and build a bomb.A pain diposited,from past scars.‘Cause the memories they can sleep,and we can live comfortably […]

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Simple Kind Of Life

For a long time I was in loveNot only in love, I was obsessedWith a friendship that no one else could touchIt didn’t work out, I’m covered in shells And all I wanted was the simple thingsA simple kind of lifeAnd all I needed was a simple manSo I could […]

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Dark Blue

I’m tired from exploring youI’m sorry you’ve had some scary daysI’m lucky, they had me on a leashExposing, sometimes you frighten me And it’s too bad you’re so sadI wish you could have had what I had I’m loathing most of your historyHesitation, but then you siphon meYour potential, well […]

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Marry Me

I can’t help that I like to be kissedAnd I wouldn’t mind if my name changed to Mrs.This is one side, my conventional sideAn attraction to traditionMy vintage dispositionMy sincere architectureAnd I want to cook him dinnerBut I’m more indecisive than everAnd who believes in forever? Who will be the […]

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Ex-Girlfriend

I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriendI kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriendI kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriendI hope I hold a special place with the rest of themAnd you know it makes me sick to be on that listBut I should have […]

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Suspension Without A Suspense

My divorce from dependenceThat’s when you found meI was still softAnd we always were in troubleOdds stacked against usAnd trouble’s what we are We get so farAnd then it just starts rewindingAnd the same old song We’re playing it againSuspension without suspense Now that I’ve murdered your inspirationAnd I forced […]

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Home Now

I’m hanging out with meAnd you’re a vacant chairA chosen compromise This space we rarely share And if you lived here you’d be home now So what you givin’ up for me?And what shall I give up for you?Aimless expectations passing by If you lived here you’d be home nowIf […]

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New

Don’t let it go awayThis feeling has got to stayDon’t let it go awayThis feeling has got to stayAnd I can’t believe I’ve had this chance nowDon’t let it go away New, you’re so newYou, you’re newAnd I never had this taste in the pastNew, you’re so new My normal […]

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Six Feet Under

In the morning I wake upAnd in the night I sleepSince the day that I was bornRepeat, repeat, repeatBrought to this lifeBorn to this lifeWhere was I before?Non-existent? Not at all?Will I ever know? Today is my birthdayAnd I get one every yearAnd some day…Hard to believeBut I’ll be buried […]

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Comforting Lie

I started out on the wrong footNow I’m not myselfI am Jekyll, I am HydeFound this place to hideCome seek me Oh, so up and downSo back and forth So insecureCan’t get this taste out of my mouthSwallow it down Pretend Hold it, hold it all inLet it build up […]

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