Believed


frankly modest speech dishonest eyes uponus like a vulture in the sky hovering carcass moulding earth filthy birth afterlife friction based upon fiction replacing friendship untrueness speculation concentration heresy is controlling us all this flagrant foul stench upon us overwhelming everybody like an imaginary forklife brother you point you finger […]


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Art


Occasionally I feel like the walls around are closing in on mePhysically I feel sometimes I need seclusion to be freeThe irony at last I see reality is my perceptionAnd my personality is my reflection I must eliminate and change yesterday’sYesterday’s pains todayI must eliminate and change yesterday’sYesterday’s pains today […]


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Now


well i need to be around you and i need to see your eyes on me now and i need to caress your face with mine and i need to know that you care ’cause i bleed in pain when i’m without your soul cuz I love you on a […]


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Breathe


Jealousy is raining down on me right nowAs the fear of losing you is setting inBut ill continue to do my bestAlthough its scaryWondering if this will be the very first time to loseAnd not to winAnd I’ve got no lack of plan But I’m… not a quitterI’m not a […]


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Impact


I make an impact on lives through truth as well as lies, I overcome your eyes and leave an etched memory forever, it’s my gift my intentions, are only well, its my gift, fine i lead people everyday, always in the correct way, never lead astray, and leave an etched […]


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Everything


Grown up an only childOne parent homeI was spoiled and doubted not trustedNeglected by others around You saved…You saved me You were the only one there for meLoved me Dearly treated and supported me right through then thick and the thin You saved…You saved me Look at me nowI hope […]


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ComeBack


ill times rollin’ lackin the flow ache in my throat and wisdom seems so lost, and yet it’s better in ways it’s different, i miss those oldschool meditations when relaxing and getting visions was a given w/ my eyes closed i propose a toast, to myself to find the time […]


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Sumtimes


What I excel in bestIs my excessivenessOf deprecationI hate myself sometimesHow can I be down when all that I want is in my reachWhat’s wrong with me?Fuck it Sumtimes I can feel so touch and goSumtimes I feel my self esteem is lowSumtimes…at least I know sumtimes I’m beautifulBeautiful And […]


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Dragged Down


I am just a person like you, I am just a fuck-up that’s true, but your the only one I’ll turn to by my side everyday and night its time to climb out of this big black hole even if i can justify that i am alive and alright your […]


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Fault


Why did I let you inside my lifeHow could I let you inside my body my soul my brainNow I cant make you go awayYou’re driving me insane and inside out…I can tellIts meaningful and so hurtfulThere’s no place just to hide I can tell you right now that this […]


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Emotional Times


life sucks sometimes, friendships turn to lies, a hatred in disguise it brings tears to my eyes, i can see the truth from the neutral side in my mind, confusion cripples me unto my element of control unsureness. emotional times i’m just fine. trauma’s etched in my mind, i can […]


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Smile


smile, can’t you see i am still me, anti-authority, same philosophy, enjoying life as much as i can i will. trying to create that contagious smile with that passion that I long to succeed in my ways days pass by i am not gonna sit here no more no more […]


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Myself


If life was a game, could I win in the end? And if I was sane, would I fuck it up all over again? These questions and answers can help me redefine myself And I thank your open ears for all the help (no more shit) It’s what I see […]


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I


I am seeing tunnel vision in a world thats dark and cold, I cannot believe how much I’ve changed since the days of old, I know it’s temporary but I need to focus straight, I cannot believe I lost control of my fate, I need forgiveness from the people I […]


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Poem


overbearing panic attack entrenching my veinsin an hour i’ll be ok i pray this pain will go away permanently someday I’VE seen more than…I should have to…I’VE seen this on my own this song is a,poem to myself,it helps me to live… in case of fire,BREAK the glass, and move […]


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