was i ever alive? fucking makes you alive in one minute
i am solstice filled with mercury
filled with mercury
liquid fucked
see right through your heart
fuck your heart
i am mercury liquid pure
hot, alive, dead, mucked fish eyes, doe eyes
i was born alive
i’ll fucking kill you
i’ll beat your soft baby head with my own hand {?}
careful with that baby…
don’t ever say the h word around him
i am ashamed of my name
say it
i hate the sound of your shitbecause it means no good
it means cheap, liar, smartass piece of shit
change it to raygun you fuck
billy the loon
i am the loon
i am mars
billy addly addly addly….
your name causes shit
while i may be no expert on this reality,
there is no god, but shame
god is hurt, god is cold
try that once, god is dead
there is not another one
cold heart radio
the pain
recurring messages of badness
recurring living bad dreams at the vortex of lost souls
wailing lost souls of shame
we are in one hole
like a cup of mercury phosphate
shuddering around {?}
taste my shit you wench
lifting, wailing lost souls who stand a chance
hot, my eyes darkly gaze and wonder
do not enter
i was born whole
fractured, divided, shattered into a billion fragments
a million piece puzzle
a million piece jigsaw puzzle with no this, and no that….

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